My love

My love.
Written by me, to God about the love of my life.
Dear Father,
I lay by Joey last night and felt overwhelmed with love. I fall more and more in love with him everyday.  The way he looks, smells, talks, loves, and most of all the way he makes me feel. I never new this kind of love was alive. I never new that the feelings of ecstasy and strength that I feel from you could ever be attained with man.

Being in Spain no one understands why on earth I would get married so young and every time someone asks, I get this smile on my face that just says, "well.. I wouldn't change it for the world." This man is my strength my comforter my stability and the push behind the desire to get to know you more and more everyday.  Yesterday I was so full of your love, your touch was so tangible on my life I felt perfectly satisfied in ever moment.

I have fallen so in love with his skin his beautiful glowing face, his smile that lights up the room and crinkles his enchanting carmel toned eyes. He is strong like King David built with statue. His voice deep and his soul deeper.  When he speaks about you I think of CS Lewis the way everything is so logical and perfectly sound. His tenacity for life and goals is uncanning the way he looks at me always makes me feel like I am his gift. This is where I find your spirit so alive Lord, you have created us to desire this sort of love, the kind that makes you feel like a gift. So many people including myself have yearned for this love, but you are its perfect form.  Full of grace, peace and comfort  there to fight for us day and night if we ask, never failing or forgetting.

This life that you have blessed me with is beyond what I EVER could have dreamed, it gives me goose bumps as I think about it. My journey with you has never once made me think "bad decision," and for that thank you. Thank you for who you are, thank you for blessing with this oppurtunity to in Spain. Thank you for all of the people that I have met and most of all thank you for loving and providing a man as great as Joseph Dean Jackson a man of wisdom, truth, power and strength.

I will forever cherish and respect you Joey. With love, grace and passion  I will promise to continue my journey with you Lord in order to keep myself humble and in check to be the woman of God and wife that I desire. Through you all things are possible. Through you I will find my joy and light everyday. Through you I will love him forever and ever amen.
And a bang bang bang.

This letter is for you my sweet. One year ago today you proposed and I said yes. I wouldn't change one second of our journey together. I love you so much.